oh, what a day.

i'm not good with words... but i have many thoughts. i love to sing, joyful noises for all to hear. i have a heart for people. making everyone around me smile is my goal; a goal i strive to reach daily. my family holds me together and keeps me safe. i love the idea of love, yet i've never experienced it with another person..although i'd like to. a picture; a dance; a pose; a gesture; a word; a touch - all can inspire us. having passion for something automatically wins my respect. a quirky line or a stupid cat video can entertain me, just as easily as a performance by Sutton Foster could. i live to learn and learn to live everyday. i'm constantly listening and waiting for a sign... a sign to tell me what it is I will become one day and the legacy i will leave.

i wish i knew for certain..

sooo i’ve been happier than usual as of late.

and it’s for a good reason.

and i can’t stop smiling.

until an hour ago when my car wouldn’t start and i was stranded in the Walmart parking lot.

then it miraculously started working and now i’m at home.

and the happiness started back the minute my car started working.

all because I got a text! the past 3 days have been amazing b/c of a simple conversation.

thank you, sir. (you know who you are).

ps. - he even sent me videos of penguins swimming to cheer me up!! D:

idk what is happening with this, but I like it thus far.

I don’t wanna jinx it. xP